Booties and Bullets

When you absolutely positively have to kill every muthafucka in the room, accept no substitutes

Well Damn

I love sex as much as the next man, but sometimes it just ain't that serious.

Where the mind goes, the heart will follow

Had to borrow this one from my patna Gator.

"Never make moves until your heart and mind are in agreement"

How things change

I will never diss Whitney Houston, mainly because I don't want to get jumped by my momma and my auntie. She was their Beyonce, well with a much better voice and more talent, but yall get the point. I had such a crush on her back in the 80s when I saw her in the I wanna dance wit somebody video. Time to let it go Whitney. Damn you Bobby Brown, damn you. Let this be an example of what happens when you destroy your body with drugs, cigarettes, liquor and living the fast life.

Floacist

Feelin the music but not the album cover. I think she looked better with weight and hair on her head. But that's just me. Fantasia isn't the finest thing to me, but she sho can sang so i guess its all about the sound and not the image. But hey I'm no Denzel myself.

Saying Goodbye......

Had to borrow this from @MiyaBailey

They say everything comes to an end...people come and go out your life like seasons...the change all humans need for rebirth... And birth hurts... A pain we never look foward too... The pain of saying "goodbye" Life takes us in different directions.... People grow apart and emotions don't stay the same....letting go and moving on can be beautiful yet saying "goodbye" is the pain we all run from....wisdom sets in after mistakes are made...change creates a new you.... Goodbye.
Until the next time, live life abundantly.

Pursuit of Happyness

The one thing about being Iraq is that you get to spend a lot of time alone with your thoughts. Now this can be a good or a bad thing. Self analyzing is always good, but an idle mind can also be the devil's work shop instead of God's factory. Sometimes I think about the effect that my immaturity and bad decisions have had on my soon to be ex wife. Believe it or not, at one point in my life I was an "Ain't Shit Nigga." I did a lot of stuff to her that I am not proud of. I think about what the next dude she has a relationship will have to deal with because of me.

It doesn't take me long to figure out because I've had to deal with the same issue with women that I've been involved with in the past. I also have had actions and reactions that were the result of past relationships. Last summer a very good friend of mine told me that I sabotage my happiness. 27 at the time, I hadn't figured something that simple out. A good thing could come and slap me in the face and I'll tell it to keep it moving because I didn't feel like I deserved it. Just like many people, I too have let other people decide whether or not I will be happy.

We all try to lie to ourselves and say that we won't live in our pasts, but we are creatures of habit. After getting burned by the hot stove enough, you will quit touching it. Same with relationships. After enough heartbreak you will shut down and make yourself unavailable to new people that come in your life. But heartbreak is the beautiful thing about life. If everything was perfect and went right, life would be boring. Pain keeps you mentally agile and keeps life interesting. The goal is to not let it hinder you from moving forward. Sometimes for you to grow, that person you are dealing with has to go. Keep the good lessons and throw out the bad. Making somebody pay for the mistakes of somebody else is never cool. Its kind of like going to the drive through and the person at the window says you have to pay for the lunch of the person that was in front of you and is long gone. Until the next one, live life abundantly.